To Feel the World End

That feeling of utter despair, disappointment, or disillusionment.  The reasons vary to why  such utter sorrow is birthed; yet, the pain  feels like it will never cease. Breathe. Breathe. It doesn’t seem to work. Breathe, Breathe. Why doesn’t it work? With each breathe taken I attempt the conceal the pain instead of embracing the awareness of the moment. I cannot imagine the emotional pain ceasing, it is truly too profound. Breathe now with acceptance. Breathe now with acceptance. Perhaps,  forgiveness is the issue. Can I forgive my stupidity? Can I forgive my ignorance? Can I forgive my impulsiveness? Can I forgive desire?  Breathe now with acceptance and without judgement. Breathe now with acceptance and without judgement. I don’t know what tomorrow holds. Despite the uncertainty, each breathe gives me hope. Hope at this moment in time to  embrace my despair, disappointment, and or my disillusionment. I am not my stupidity, or my ignorance, my impulsiveness, or my desire. I am person with dreams and passions who is willing to take the chance on myself. When that dept of sadness arrives, not if,  I will offer myself compassion and breathe. When I can no longer cry and my heart dies, it is only for a moment. After that moment my life begins anew. Salus Vita